I'm a failure

I always want to write. But most of the time i will always write only in my mind.

I want to write about how i miss my mother, how i feel like I'm a failure, how do I hate my job,,bla bla blaa.. I do hate my job, since long time ago and until this very day. But i don't have the nerve to change to other company. I just don't know. I do not want this kind of same career. I just wanna work, but different career. But what kind of job i need. I don't know.. 😢

Can i still change my career. I don't have skills most people have. I don't have anything i should have. 😞